Randomly good day!

Today has just been one of those days. This morning I woke up, and after eating breakfast I started to think too much about the bad news we got yesterday. It got me in a grumpy, sorta-depressed mood. Then, I took a shower and started thinking about the fact that Vince was seriously considering taking a trip to Chile (if the Lord allowed someone to provide the funds for us to go) sometime this year. Of course, if he started that new job, there would be no possibility of a vacation for quite a while. That wouldn't necessarily be a bad thing, but it may have interfered with something that God wanted us to do. Of course, it still may not be God's will for us to go to visit Chile this year, but the possibility is more open now.

The funny thing is, I'm hardly thinking about the finances now. If I really stop and consider it, I get worried. I just decided I need to stop thinking about it and trust the Lord with it. I think trusting the Lord means not thinking about what could happen or spending too much time wondering how He is going to take care of it. Trusting Him is leaving the problem in His hands and just letting go of it. The good thing is, I'm pregnant and the thought of trying to go out and get a job on my own can't even cross my mind without being immediately shot down with logic. I know that I wouldn't be able to get a job right now while being pregnant, and I don't want to have a job when this baby gets here, because I'm going to be a full-time mommy! :-)